28 August 2005

mind vs. body vs. spirit


a simple reflection
of a simple boy.

meet Paul:

he can read only
his name and home address.
he can add as long
as his fingers will allow.
he rarely spreads his own
peanut butter and jelly.

he is the first
to stretch out a greeting hand.
the neighbor kids proclaim his popularity
proven by his many "hello's" in the halls.
he will break many into smiles
with his lovable greetings and hugs.

at school assemblies he's given
a standing ovation for his
bowling and basketball.
his athletic abilities, including his
mini-golf scores often surpass my own.

on Fridays, he counts down the days
until school starts again.
he thrives on routine.
his mornings are spent reciting with my mother
the consecutive events of the day
(school lunch always being a highlight).
his future doesn't exist
beyond the wall calender month.

much to our dismay
he loves the music turned up loud
he belts out every song,
whether known or unknown
and sings in tune.
he can impersonate and memorize movies
little mermaid to jackie chan.

he reminds us to bow are heads
before dinner.
he talks about and to
Jesus, his invisible friend.
his temper subsides
if we pray with him.
he cried at the Passion.
he needs to be reminded
he is loved.

eager as Christmas morning
he awakes the house to begin
the much anticipated day.
the baby of the family just turned 18.

his birthday reminds us
Paul is
joy come into the world.
a good gift to mend
the broken pieces of selfishness.

26 August 2005

through the eyes of the lens



it seems that most of our trip, i found myself looking at things through the viewer of my camera rather than just appreciating it in that moment, and not feeling like i had to capture everything. i love making images and creating new perspective through photography...but i had to consciously assure myself that it was ok to just take in the sight, and not have it all on my camera.



this picture to me, is the epitome of "the West". After living in the Netherlands, I have a newfound appreciation for the western landscape. you just don't see this in europe.

glimpses of our journey


las vegas all lit up


i have not edited this photo one bit. kinda trippy huh? this is along the boardwalk of Mission Beach outside of San Diego.


having fun at an old amusment park. this is after being tossed around on one of the most rickety roller coasters i've ever been on.


surfing wannabes (well, except for Sherry--she's the real thing.)


postcard shot of the Golden Gate.

the clock keeps ticking



we were driving up the pacific coast highway while we watched the sun setting behind the ocean's horizon. i was driving. i probably shouldn't have been watching as much as i did. we were making endless curves around mountainous hills to our right, and cliffs hanging over the ocean on our left. it didn't allow much room for sight seeing from the drivers seat. so we had to pull over several times so i could take all of the beauty in and enjoy it too. what should have been an 8 hour drive, ended up being a 12 hour drive to San Francisco! this is just one experience of the many beautiful moments we had on our road trip. there are many stories and pictures to share.

do you ever feel behind? i often feel like i'm in the driver's seat...and there's no time to watch and enjoy the beauty of life around me because I have to get to my destination! time is of essence! after two weeks of travels, i feel behind in so many ways. i've slowly been catching up on emails, laundry, phone calls ... the list carries on ... and to more serious things as well (and keeping up with blogs doesn't help either.) i suppose that just puts into perspective why i've heard it said, "let Jesus be in the driver's seat." as cliche as this sounds, i really would rather have the creator of the universe do the driving so i can sit back and enjoy the ride.

09 August 2005

California, or Bust!



Starting bright and early tomorrow morning, three of my dearest friends and I are heading out to California! It's going to be quite the adventure. We'll stop in Las Vegas tomorrow night and stay with one of the girls's brothers. Then we head to San Diego to visit with Sherry and Erica. Next we'll be stopping in LA and hopefully visit the Kairos church in the area that sunday evening.



On the way up to San Francisco, we plan on driving up the coast on HWY 1. I'm envisioning something like this along the way:



Our last stop in Cali is San Fran, visiting with Patricia's sister. And then we head back east through Salt Lake City...and eventually back to Denver. We'll probably put over 3,000 miles on the car.

05 August 2005

RENT

Rent

the broadway musical RENT is coming to a theater near you!
(23 Nov 2005)

drug addicts, drag queens, promiscuous relationships, both homosexual and hetero, AIDS infected... a story of bohemian squatters living in the east village of New York... in poverty financially, and in finding love.

this may not sound like the typical movie i would go around promoting or recommending to people. i only recently saw RENT live on broadway six months ago. it was quite the performance. more than anything i enjoyed it for the incredible singing and songwriting. but what i really found fasinating about RENT was its insightful portrayal into the heart of human beings.

no matter who you are, whether you are a person who finds your identity in money, sexuality, work, or spirituality...whatever the millions of things you may find your identity in... you desire to be loved. you need and want love. you thrive and truly live, in and under love.

my absolute favorite part of the musical was the performance of the theme song "Seasons of Love"--it perfectly captures the idea of love being the most valuable thing in life. it is what you should measure your life by. How much have you loved others or been loved? Of course my defintion of Love, and the way this is portrayed is probably different than what the musical is actually talking about. Yet in its essence... the characters of RENT desire a love that lasts. a love that accepts you right where you are. a love that forgives.


Seasons of Love:

525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear.
525,600 minutes - how do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee.
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes
how do you measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love?
Measure in love.
Seasons of love.

525,600 minutes! 525,000 journeys to plan.
525,600 minutes - how can you measure
the life of a woman or man?

In truths that she learned
or in times that he cried. In bridges he burned
or the way that she died.

It’s time now to sing out, tho the story never ends
let's celebrate, remember a year in the life of friends.
Remember the love! Remember the love!
Measure in love. Seasons of love!

02 August 2005

miracle baby

baby keoni

one of my best friend's had her baby last week.
he came two months too early.
three pounds. fifteen ounces.

for those of you unfamiliar with the newborn world...if a baby stays in the womb to a full nine month term, they will usually weigh anywhere from six to nine pounds on average. THREE POUNDS!! that is tiny! the amazing thing about this baby is that he has had no complications. most premature babies have heart or lung problems, being underdeveloped. so far, the doctors can find no problems whatsoever. he is developing well. and even advanced in some ways...he's already taking his mom's milk. and the strange thing is the doctors can't figure out why she went into labor so early. she had no complications during her pregnancy...in fact she is one of the healthiest people i know of. was this little one just so eager to come into the world?

it makes me wonder. what is in store for this child? is he going to be one of those prodigy children, who start their college education at the age of 13? is he a prophet bringing news to the world? a famous concert pianist?

more than anything it is a picture of God's timing being so different from our own timing. for some reason or another, God has a purpose in bringing this child into the world, two months earlier than anyone had imagined. maybe it's solely so that my friend will be able to empathize with all the women who have premees. she will be able to comfort those she would not have comforted in the same way in the past. maybe it's to show more of the miracle of life. after only seven mere months of growth, a life...a new breathing, living life is in the world. that's only 217 days of growth! it's really incredible if you think about it.

and ... speaking of God's timing... for some reason i'm still here in Colorado. i never imagined myself being here for as long as i have. i wouldn't have chosen to be here as long as i have. and yet good has come out of it. good that i didn't see coming.

01 August 2005

the secret's out!

so, i hadn't really told anyone about my blog. in fact i was trying to be a closet blogger. (silly i know) what's the point of a blog if no one is going to read it? but i guess when i started it two months ago i didn't know what i envisioned it to be yet. (this is my perfectionism getting in the way, yet again.) do i want to use it for poetry and creative writing? do i want to use it for deep thoughts on spirituality? what about photography? current events? i confess that i actually wrote 3 or 4 posts...but never actually published them...perhaps it stems back to the excerpt from the poem "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock" by T.S. Eliot. Do I dare disturb the universe with my thoughts and observations? It's hardly "disturbing" or affecting the "universe", for that matter...but i do feel a lot like Mr. Prufrock...he was so uncertain of whether to confess his love to a woman. he may or may not have totally rocked her world by telling her his true feelings. I have no confession of love to make. but i do wonder how putting my thoughts out into cyberspace will affect people.

but now, the secret's out! it's hilarious actually. i was reading a friend's blog from Amsterdam (Eric's)...and he posted my blog under his links!! i was so shocked to find it there! how on earth he found it, i don't know. (really i shouldn't be so naive to think i could hide it forever)...but now i guess this means that i'm out of the closet!

hello. my name is Naomi. And I am a blogger.